Thank you for every bad, every mediocre and every good experience you have given me.

<3 Me

The bad thing about betrayal is that you get hurt…bad. It sucks, and if you are like me, you can get very wrapped up on a number things. But mostly how you even left something so terrible occur in the first place, how you allowed yourself to be so trusting.

But the flip side, and one that is much more valuable are the people who stand strong by your side, protecting you, defending you, supporting you.

You realise that you can’t have the good all the time, they come together. Because the bad came, I discovered the good, and I love you all the more each day I realised I was blessed with you guys.

I’m letting go of the bad energy and accepting the love and warmth everyone else has to offer <3

The song below wasn’t true at all :_: Flipper had to rush back to Uni this morning to attend a programming interview! She was so nervous, and she was rushing at Uni to type up the essays and print out all the codes, all because she left it to the last minute! *kicks self* But her lecturer was so nice! The sweetest ever and gave her a HD ^^v Thanks POD!

Flipper must apologise for neglecting to chat to so many people on-line. It’s just that she hardly even gets time to chat on-line. Care to learn of her on-line habits? ^^; As it is she rarely gets on-line, mainly because she’s got too many other things to do, and when she does get on-line all she does is upload any updates for her websites that she has accumulated throughout the week (not like that has happened as of late ^^;) scan through weblogs/LJ/Triple Mix, reply to some emails and she’s off-line again. The second reason is that she’s on dial-up, which means being on-line ties up the phone and naturally, that’s not fair for the rest of her family ^^;

Yes! Friends keep bugging her to either upgrade to ADSL or get a second line for the phone, Flipper would love to if she had the money! But she doesn’t, so…

There you have it! It’s not meant to be an excuse or anything, but sincerely Flipper feels awful about not spending more time with her on-line friends! For skeptics, on-line friends are real people! Hence, real friends and being so neglected is not good for any friendship! Flipper just hopes that none of you give up on her, or forget her! You are all in her thoughts!

*plays Sol Bianca’s To Be Free*

Flipper is FREE! *waves arms*
As FREE a dolphin can be! *dances*
Cannot believe she’s FREE! *jumps*
As FREE as a dolphin can be! *dances*
And she still can’t believe it! *sings*

Atleast, the song will be 100% true for one week, and one week is still good! *skips*

Thank you for coming back ;_; What a jaw-dropping layout! And after speaking with Keiji only very briefly, Flipper is feeling rather overwhelmed, in a good way though *^^*

One exam down, another two to go~! After her first exam she ran into some old high school friends, and it makes her feel so sad! She’s actually considering not transferring now thanks to the small family feel she has at Uni. At the moment, she’s got a close group of friends that she adores to death! She loves being with them and she’s so sad that she may have to leave them ;_; Argh! Only some Uni friends read this but! *huggles you all* Flipper is so confused O_o;

On a different note, Flipper is thinking of getting rid of YueNU! She’s desperately trying to cut down on all her domains! But the name is so cute! So she’s thinking of changing it into the Card Captor Sakura collective, and then delete clow-card.com instead! But…clow-card.com is also a nice name ^^; Plus .com extensions are much cheaper than .nu, which are quite pricey! Speaking of money, Flipper is down to her last 1MB on SuzakuNU O_o;;… Hoee! Need to upgrade, but the price is so expensive X_x; It’s times like this Flipper wishes she had a “real” job!

Madison if you like blogging, you could consider getting a LiveJournal! Because then only people who you want to see your posts can *^^* Don’t worry! *hugs* Flipper knows exactly how you feel! After she found out her friends started reading her weblog she was pretty…err… bothered! *pokes them* She moved all her personal thoughts into LJ! Plus she’s made so many wonderful friends through LJ *_* Anyways! If you want the LJ code, just tell Flipper and she’ll send one your way *^^* (BTW this offer is open to any of Flipper’s friends! You know who you are!) Good luck with your exams!

Edit: Dumb Flipper! Happy 19th Madison! Hope you enjoyed your day!

*want to have Mary’s moniter* Must steal…yes…

Federation Square apparently was opened today! Ah! Flipper is dying to visit the Art Gallery! Must go must go must go! *jumps up and down*

And Uni is finally over for the year! Excluding exams unfortunately, but they’ll be over by the 6th of November so Happy days are near *^^* So many ideas for summer vacation! Unfortunately, most of Flipper’s friends will be heading overseas and poor Flipper will be stuck in Australia ;_; Although, she may visit Sydney for photography purposes if she can earn enough money in time ^^v *fingers crossed* Although, she’d rather visit the Northern Territory (to see Uluru), but it’ll cost more so ._.

Finally, Enigma’s Principles of Lust is a wonderful song *_* Makes Flipper feels so relaxed and helps her unwind *^^* So go download now! WinMX is a good source!

Friday is here *^^* Good and bad in a way, closer to exam, but weekend is here so *^^*

Yesterday Flipper did the silliest thing ever! She accidentally locked herself into a dark, cold and wet stair well at the back of a building where no one goes! Go Flipper and her curious nature! She was stuck there banging on doors for 15 minutes, racing up and down the stairs trying to kick open the doors till a cleaner finally came to her rescue :_: So scary, but Flipper is out now! *hugs cleaner* Lesson, Curiosity never killed the cat, cause cats are smarter than Flipper”…whoa, that was pretty bad O_o; Flipper need new material ^^;

Hmm! Looks like they have captured that evil sniper in the US! Hope they have, and let’s hope he is put away for life! Mean people :_:

O_O! There are dolphins on TV! *runs off*

Well, most of you all know what has happened at Monash by now! Two dead, five injured, one mad gunman currently in question with police. Luckily, all of Flipper’s Clayton buddies are safe! Thank goodness, although some of them were pretty shaken up since they were just outside the building as the shots were fired. She can’t imagine how it must have felt. We’re just students trying to get an education already! No need to kill us!

Flipper has seven hours at Uni tomorrow, wonder what the atmosphere is going to be like…

Joey, Flipper is SO glad your graduation wasn’t on today! She’d have a heart attack if it was… ._.

BTW, hugs and thanks to everyone who sent messages, phone calls, emails asking about Flipper’s well being. Flipper wasn’t expecting it, but all of you guys rule! Thanks so much *^^*