Thank you for every bad, every mediocre and every good experience you have given me.

<3 Me

To the people who genuinely love and care for me, I love you more

To the people who live life with unwavering passion, I admire you

To the people who have damaged me in the past, I forgive you

To the people who seek to use and hurt me in the future, I’ve let you go

To the people who smile with their hearts, I am inspired by you

To the people who are lost, I will find you

To the people who walk a pure life, I will walk with you

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The bad thing about betrayal is that you get hurt…bad. It sucks, and if you are like me, you can get very wrapped up on a number things. But mostly how you even left something so terrible occur in the first place, how you allowed yourself to be so trusting.

But the flip side, and one that is much more valuable are the people who stand strong by your side, protecting you, defending you, supporting you.

You realise that you can’t have the good all the time, they come together. Because the bad came, I discovered the good, and I love you all the more each day I realised I was blessed with you guys.

I’m letting go of the bad energy and accepting the love and warmth everyone else has to offer <3

Generally, unless it’s work related, when I don’t like someone, I just cut them out of my life. Sounds simple, and it should be. Unless for some reason you -have- to always be around them for some reason.

I don’t -hate- people instantly off the bat if there is no good reason. But I do hate them if they directly / indirectly continue to criticise my choice of life style despite me telling them that I don’t approve. What do they say? They say:

People who don’t move out of their parents home right after schooling are not independent
Yes, they say this right to my face, yay for tact? Firstly, I wasn’t aware people get awards for moving out at 18. I also didn’t realise me choosing to stay with my parents because (omg) I love them and enjoy their company somehow made your life worse. Whether I move out at 18, 25 or even 40 makes no difference to anyone but me. Learning to cook, clean and “live independently” is not a special skill, anyone can learn it at any point in their life. I say “independent” because I believe this to be a state of mind, but that’s just me.

That and having your parents pay for you holidays and/or rent is not exactly “independent” so please step down and stop being a hypocrite.

Make snide comments about me being financially better off
Well, let’s see. I studied hard at school, got into a good degree at University, and omgosh! Somehow landed a job with good pay. And I also come from a financially supportive family. Please tell me again how this is any of your business or effects you negatively in anyway? Right it doesn’t… please take your jealous tendencies out on someone who gives a damn.

I’m shallow for loving makeup
Right, and you’re not shallow at all for making this judgemental call? I rest my case

Frankly, it sucks that time that could be spent on things I love doing, or being around people who love and accept me for me has to instead go into spending time with people who think like this. I know I am not a long, I have a bucket load of friends in this situation.

The only benefit that comes from being in this situation is that it makes you even more understanding and accepting of people with very different life choices. You have to be to accept that there are just some people out there who are not happy with their lives and hence need to justify their own choices to themselves by criticising people who didn’t follow the same path. These people exist, and I need to accept them.

So I stalk birds, big whoop, wanna fight about it!?

Taking a break from the SC2 tournament to grab lunch and browse through Queen Victoria Market.

Omgosh, I want one :_:

Currently in talks with a few other bloggers and SuzakuNU could potentially be converted into a topic specific website Which leaves me with only this blog to ramble on about anything! Oh well, good thing I didn’t delete it

Going back to where it all began, SuzakuNU. I’ll keep this domain for hosting friends and the like, but will probably in time just archive the blog and turn it into some kinda of portal. So yeah, for any future updates:

SuzakuNU

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